Waiting...still waiting...

I wish life could be like an old black and white film...

I haven't posted in awhile mostly 'cos I have so much on my mind...I put in my application for the apartment and still waiting for a reply. Hopefully they'll let me know soon. I just really hate this waiting game. Why does everything in life have everything to do with approval? For example, getting an approval on an apartment, needing approval from friends/peer/family/strangers, and etc. The worst thing about waiting for approval is the possibility of being rejected and that is the thing I fear the most.
     Oh well...I guess I just have to be patient and have faith that everything will work out for the best...or at least I hope so. I leave in a week for Chicago, so this whole week will be composed of me packing and getting everything sorted. I'm extremely nervous...the most nervous I've ever been in my life. But I'll get through it, somehow. Hah
      Today has been a mixture of failures and ok-ness...I spent all day preparing the food for dinner 'cos we had some people over. I made mexican food and a homemade Boston Cream Pie (which in reality it's a sponge cake with a pastry cream filling and topped with chocolate ganache). It turned out well...but I ended up eating too much. I wish I cooked crappy so that I wouldn't be tempted with sampling such fattening food. Ah well-- C'est la vie mes amis! We fall and yet we still need to get up and start over again and hope we learn from our stupid mistakes. Although, I think it might just be easier to stay face down on the ground and just give up.
      I suppose I'll end this here. I'll be updating soon on whether there's good news on the apartment or not. Fingers crossed.

Hope you lovelies are doing well. :)


avec l'amour,


Maria xxxxxxx