Sundays aren't fun-days...

I'm so jealous of her legs...pfft. :-<

Bleh....I truly hate Sunday. It's deemed the day of rest, but in actuality it's the the day of feeling lazy, eating too much, and missing that certain someone way too much. I started out pretty well. I had lunch which consisted of a 2oz. portion of penne with sausage marinara (which I made myself) and a nice big bottle of water. (350cals) After that I ended up falling asleep for 5 hours straight... I don't know if that's good or bad, but I didn't get any sleep last night. I went to bed at 5am and woke up at 8am. I really need to get my sleeping back on schedule...especially since I'm moving to Chicago, IL in 27 days and going back to college (at Le Cordon Bleu) in a little more than a month.

      Anyways, after waking up from the much needed rest, I ended up scarfing down a BLT (390cals) and two pieces of toasted white pan bread with raspberry jam (240cals). Blah, I feel like such a failure after I eat. I definitely feel better about myself when I don't have a gram of food floating around in my stomach, but I suppose that's not possible sometimes. I wish it were.
        I feel so lonely at the moment. It is definitely hard being in a long distance relationship, but when you really love someone you'd sacrifice anything for a future with that person, and he is someone I want to be with in my future, indefinitely. I just really need to stay positive and look forward to the day he'll be able to move out to Chicago with me so we can start our new life together. I pray every single day that everything will work out in the best possible way...I really don't know what I would do if he were to suddenly disappear out of my life...it would truly be heartbreaking. :-(
      Well, I guess I will end this blog here...I'm feeling a bit melancholy, morose...depressed. I just hope tomorrow is a better day...filled with love, no binging, and just positiveness. Hope luck is on my side.


Total Consumed: 980cals
Total Burned: 400cals

Peace, love, and hopefully a skinny bum sometime soon,

Maria xxxx