Yes, I finally found a place to live. However, it is only a room I'm renting, but that room is mine--all mine. It's in a little area called 'Pilsen' it's South-West from the City Centre. I have two roommates--a girl and a guy(I've yet to meet him; since he's only there twice a month or so.) I'm excited and now feel like I truly belong here. Beforehand I felt like I was in limbo...a stranger...a visitor. I'm half the way happy...I wish I could feel 100% happiness at the moment. I still feel lonely and ugly. Maybe it's time for a transformation and become another 'Maria'. Bleh...I hate this feeling.
Boyfriend news...he's acting a bit indifferent and just seeming closed off. I miss the days when we would talk every single day...and now it seems like two or three times a week...I have to go by his schedule...which sort of leaves me feeling invisible, forgotten, uncared for,...etc. I'm just hoping for some positiveness from this. I'm waiting for him to come running back into my arms and tell me he needs me...that he truly loves me over and over again.
Well lovelies...I really hope everyone is having a nice weekend. Thank you Margg., Nancy, and Wren for your comments...you're always leaving me feel much better.
Much love,
Maria xxxx
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